Moving Forward

Can you tell I worked in a Corporate environment in another life with a heading like that!

I couldn't think of  anything better to call this one.  Basically, I've been overthinking and I wanted you all to know something.

It's not all bad.  It's not all negative.  It's not all making excuses.  I'm writing this blog primarily when I'm having a bad day or I really have something to say and I'm just being honest.  This is to help others feel like they're not alone but mainly to help those who don't understand mental illness to try to get an inkling into what it is like.

Trust me, there are good things, even on my worst days.  Like my son yelling out "love you Mum" about 10 times a day, coming up for random hugs, friends checking in on me, so many good things.

So, what am I up to now? Well, apart from wanting to just sleep all the time, I'm actually doing OK.

I'm at that point now where I've realised myself that it's time to pull my socks up and just get on with it.  Remember in a previous blog I was saying that until YOU are ready to do something, there is no point trying because it won't work, then you will feel like a failure and it all starts again?  Well, I'm ready.  I'm still not 100% my happy self but I am ready to move forward.

When I'm not sleeping, I have been advertising the shit out of my other hobby business and trying to get that running a bit better, and in the last couple of weeks, I've applied for 10+ jobs.  I'm keeping the house reasonably under control, although I have a long way to go, but all in all I'm doing my best.

That's all you can do - your best with what you have and how you are feeling at the time.  What others perceive as your best is not your concern, be happy with your own progress and take little steps.... WHEN YOU ARE READY x

Here's a little something pretty to look at before I sign off. This was a giveaway I did on my facebook page for reaching 50 likes and the lovely Debra was the recipient. It might be time for another one soon, I'm not far from 150!



HUGS xxx




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